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Saturday, August 16, 2008

BesDay FareWeLL...for Dr Ismail n En Jumari...sALaM pPisaHaN to us...sob..sob..sob....uwaaaaaaa















120808 n 190808..tarikh ni besday en jumari ngn dr mail....d smping jmuan ppisahan tuk dr fatanah, en jumari,k.jij, k.mai...so kitorg 1 unit cvd diabetes smbut....sumer ahli2 yg btuko pn d panggil wpn xramai...ye lah..maybe dis is d last party we have....bak kata dr ismail...ni la kek perpisahan kita...uwaaaa....kami summerr dh sedey time tu...aku yg jd cmerawoman thn je sebak smbil gelak2...

at 1 sept..dr fatanah will sent to primer...pastu en jumari maybe ikut sama or blk ke kk semban...k.jij?18hb dh ke uniKL..k.mai?tgu result intrview..taib?pn tgu result kpli...k.rud?nnti akn d tarik ke bkp..jd pool PA...yg tinggal? aku, dr mail, dr feisul....dr segemuk2 isi dh tinggal tulang rangka skrg...kitorg 1 unit dh cm adik badik..ssh sng bsama....sape x cdih...uwaaaaa...

ni la saat khancuran ncd..zaman kgelapan ncd...saat kjatuhan ncd..slps pemerintahan br oleh..dato' bla bla bla....Ya Allah...aku pn d tuko kan ke nnti?? nth la..

tp smlm mmg cdih waktu party kitorg...smbil tu d selang gak gelak2...tanak cdih sgt....at first dgr dr mail brucap luahan prasaan tu kitorg dh sebakkk..pastu en jumari...pastu turn dr fatanah tu dia dh xleh nk ckp byk2..kitorg thn sebak...dia dh nangis...aku lak dh ngalir air mata dh tp senyum jek..maintain beb...smbil jd photographer..snap sana snap cni....tu je lah kenangan yg kitorng ade tuk d kenang smmmpai bile2..satu kenangan yg terindah....PEACE!!!

Saturday, August 9, 2008

080808....on FriDaY..A LuCkY DaY a LuCkY DaTe....

cantik kan tarikh arini.....what a luvly day..what a luvly date...ari jumaat bersamaan 24 Rejab 1428h..hmmmm

dh nk msuk bln pose dh....cpt je ms blalu....at d same time..byk perkara blaku....
sad story more than heppy....xpe la nk wat cmne kn..trime je lah..

actually aku xbpe mud nk wat keje...nk dtg keje pn cm xmud je...hmmm unit pasukan keje aku mkin kecil....mau nye x cdih...lps k.jue dh pegi....skrg nidr fatanah d d tuko kan ke primer....what a big horror surprise...dh hmpir 5 taun aku keje ngn dia...she's very kind kind person...a lovely n sporting boss...sometimes could be like a lovely mom too...alwiz gave me support...appreciate what im done at my workplace...never 4get buahtangan tuk aku klu dia out station mmana...d latest g australia...i got kola bear, cwn n glass pad from there...kt meja ni dh banyaaaakkkkkk adiah2 yg aku dpt n it comes from all of d world....hehehehe....pasni klu dia dh ke sana...mmg dh xbes dh....khilangn besar sgt cz dia really d best in 'diabetes'...n d best moment i never forget is...aku terima anugerah pekerja cemerlang 4 year 2006...dats all bcoz of her....then dia banje mamam coz of kecemerlangan aku...uuuuu cdeyyy...cdeyyy sgt....will miss u dr fatanah....

pastu...sorg2 nk pegi...nnti ptghn ogos ni k.jij lak nk p..dia dpt jwtn lecturer kt uniKL..pastu taib pn....nk full time study katanye...b4 dpt KPLI klu de rezeki..k.mai pn....klu interview dia dpt..dia pn akn p gak....pastu skrg ni dorg dh usik2 tinggal aku sorng2 xde kwn..uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......

nnti en jumari pn nk pndh ke KK seremban....yg tinggal..aku..k.rud....dr.mail..dr pisul..NCD mkin kecik...kurus..kering.....ape aku nk buatttttt!!!! uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........cm nk mntk tuko blk trg jerkk tp aku lom sdia lg....ntah la..

but whatever happened....LiFe MusT GoEs On.....uhuk uhuk...sedeyyyy...sedeyyy....

Saturday, August 2, 2008

BeTTeR iN TiMe.....

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remaind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Friday, August 1, 2008

SePi....

Sepi hati...terjadi lagi...mungkin sampai mati...aku sepi....
Biar senyum hadir...dihari ku..namun ini hanya..ada d bibir..d bibir saja..
aku ini...yang bisa mengerti....walaupun yang lain...mau mengerti...
namun berat beban hidupku..biarkan saja..biar saja...hanya ku yang tahu....
sejarah cinta dan hidupku..penuh duri dan banyak ranjau
butuh kesabaran yang penuh...untuk tetap ku berdiri...
ada saatnya ku bicara..bila hatiku telah bulat...
sepanjang ku bisa atasi semua.....aku tetap diam.....

moning 310708...huhu

pg ni jumpe...dia cenyummmm...hik hik...dua kali lak tuh dia pandang pastu cenyummm...hik hik...siap ckp lagik...hik hik hik....meroyan ke pe aku neh...xpe laa..skurang nye leh lupe kejap kecedihan aku nih....lalalala