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Tuesday, March 18, 2008

im backkk!!!!




emmmmm dh lama x bukak meow's blog ni since got mc last week....emm dtg opis arini ade jgk la surat2 cinta kt atas meja ni..tp smuanye undercontrol...dh settle b4 lunch..hehehe...

emmm last week admit lg 4 2nd illyoprost iv....tp kali ni byk nyeee cucuk kt tgn..aduhhhhh...at 1st kt tgn kanan...pastu lengan kanan...pastu kt lengan kiri..sumeeeerr xdpt...smpai arini lebam kt 3 tpt cucuk2 x ilg lagik....buruk benor rupenye..injection yg ke 4th br dpt...plak tu dkt ngn jari kelingking...2pn xsmpai 1 ari dh bengkak uratnye...adoiiii....korg tgk la pic yg aku ltk neh...tu la buktinye..kehkehkeh...yg sblh tu pic arini...cm xceria jerk..tp sbnrnye ok je...emmm seksa jgk nk btahan branula tu smpai tgh mlm....xsbr2 nk abeskan ubat tuh nk mntk nurse cabut trus branula kt tgn neh...so aku tdo je nk ilg kan sakit...kkdg tjaga kuar gak airmata...sumer aku panggil..mami...'awk' pn sy pgil jgk...mngucap..selawat..smua aku buat...tp kali ni ramai lak yg dtg jengok..best jgk cz aku pn x sunyi.....tghri tu kak jij, k.eni, k.manja ngn nor dtg..eppy gak aku cz b4 tu tgh thn sakit kt tpt cucuk xdpt tuh..dorg dtg trus aku jd ceria...hehehe...borak2 je lah..ptg tu k.ira ngn a.faizal dtg bwk fakhrul ngn fakira.....then ari ke2 dh leh kuar si azalina dtg amik ngn k.manja & nor...emmm tharu sgt....ms visit tu k.eni bwk kn aku coklat...hehehe cz dia tau peberet aku tuh..TQ kak eni..tihtih...ilg gak le loya aku ble mkn coklat ble mngenangkn lauk sepital...tp at d 1st day tu lunch nasi briyani ngn ayam tandoori...wahwahwah...spesel lak lauk sepital arituh tp xsmpai sparuh pn aku mkn...x ttelan sumer...xde slera..anyway...TQ to all...syg korg muahhhksss...

Kali ni byk sgt bnda blaku time aku admit..ari aku masuk tu upenye ade indian psiko patient wat hal..dia mrayau2 skitar wad..smbil ckp "no,no,no..u don't touch me...i don't want 2 c this guy..."upenye dorng nk tgkp dia cz dr smlm tu dia wat hal..tkut la jgk aku...cmne la pt psiko leh duk 1 wad ngn pt biase...plik tul..agknye dh xde tpt kot kt hpj nih tp d tptkn d bilik brasingan la...dia duk sorg2 je...dh agak kritikal keadaan tu aku pn mmg dh tkut ssgt lastnye aku mntk adik yg jg mak dia kt katil sblh aku ttup pintu bilik kitorg cz indian tu dh mngamuk mnjerit2 cz org nk ikat dia...rmai jgk le guard dlm 5 6 org cmpur ngn nurse kt wad tuh brusaha nk tenangkan dia...pastu aku xdgr pape dah..upenye dh kena inject ngn ubat penenang ..then aku kuar nk tgk ...emmm dh tbaring then kaki tgn terikat kt katil...dorg nk hntr p HKL...klu x ikat kang mn le tau dlm van nnti kesan ubat tu dh abes...emmmm selamat le org2 yg bwk tuh....pastu guard kt c2 citer..upenye ade pisau kt tgn dia.....uuuiiiii takut gile kitorng dgr...mn le tau d buatnye kitorng ni jd tawanan...pehhh cm dlm drama laks..kahkahkah....

nk d jadikan cite..upenye mcik sblh aku pn mracau gak...tp dia x kaco org..cume dia mracau sorg2 je lah..dh tua dh....baya nenek aku....ksian sgt tgk...tekanan kot...mmule tu tkut jgk...tp keesokan arinye dia ok cume kkdg 'lari tajuk' jgk bile org2 borak ngn dia...mlm tu wktu nk tdo dia mracau sbut api!api!..tsunami!!...pastu time aku nk tdo tuh dia mracau lg...last nye nurse dtg pastu dia ckp kt nurse ape tau..."jgn bungkus kami..jgn bungkus kami sblm kami mati..nnti kami jd hantu pocongggg!!"...seram bulu roma aku d buatnye....dh le waktu tu tingkap sblh aku x dtutup lagik..langsir pn tselak lagi..aku ni dh le pnakut..nk pndg kuar pn takut..kehkehkeh..nk bgn tutup lak x bley cz kiri kanan wayar..hmmm diamm je la..dgr suara anak dia suh mcik tu ngucap...aku nk batuk pn x lepas..btuk pelan2 je cz tiap kali batuk msti mcik tu tjaga dan tnye ank dia spe tuh smbil sebut nm spe2 tah..plak tu time tu aku slesema+btuk..pastu bile nurse dtg nk monitor akunye bp..trus aku mntk tlg nurse tu tutupkan tingkap ngn langsir...fuhhh br lega...hehehe

keesokan arinye mcik tu dh sihat sket...auntie dpn katil aku ckp...org cmni kena layan..jgn bkasar ngn dia cz nnti dia cpt trasa...faktor usia pn ye jgk...igt nenek aku kt kg...mmcm dia cite kt auntie tu..bab masak..bkebun..pegi haji...mmcm lagi lah...aku dgr je dorg borak...kkdg klu ade yg klako kitorg gelak lah..wad yg aku duduk tu 4 katil tuk 1 bilik...so x ramai la..kkdg dia mrapu gak...d katanye doktor nk bg dia AIDS lah..suntik dia ngn darah 'cipan' la...bg dia dadah la..kahkahkah....aku dgr je la...pastu time asben dia call...d tnye asben dia kt mn..tsunami dh abes ke...umah dh runtuh ke..duk dlm lumpur ke...sumer org dh mati ke...then cucu dia btau aku..atuk nye gelak je ...emmmm dia dh phm wife dia cmtu...pastu ending dia ckp ngn asben dia ckp "ok...bye sayang"....kitorng nk pecah perut gelak..tp nenek tu slamber je...pstu auntie dpn ktil aku angkat ibu jari tnda bgus...tp kitorng gelak cz bygkn la nenek ckp cmtu kt atuk...kehkehkeh...tp mmmg bgus sbenarnye...hmmm jht aku nih gelak..
lbih kurg kul 230 aku balik..then mlm tu g program survey aku yg x abes2 psl mrokok neh..nk kena abeskan.kena cr responden..ade yg ade...ade yg xde...ade yg bg kejesama..ade yg xde...ade yg halau...ceh...mlayu lak tuh...baik cina/indian lak yg bg kjesama...pnt jgk..kul 12 tgh mlm br smpai umah...hehehe upenye dorg ni rinduu aku xde 1 mlm ms wat survey..kehkehkeh...ye lah kitorng ber5 ni klu dh jumpe mmg kecoh..ade je mnde yg jd bhn gelak waktu wat survey..pastu ade je yg tkena tiap mlm tuh...x aku ita, syikin..xpon si nazirul yg poyo dn herma si driver yg mmg sengal jgk...so mlm ni start balik....hmmmm ade le nnti bnde yg jadik...so far kitorg hepi ngn keje ni cume pnt je lah....cz blk tgh mlm..ye laaaa 12 jam keje tnpa henti tp kjp je..dh abes nnti xde la blk mlm lagik...hehehe

Friday, March 7, 2008

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Today...nothing much i've done....not feeling better...my work's never end..going home late as usual...hmmm but today feels very....hmmmm dun know what 2 say.....but it's really hurt......really really hurt.......thanx 4 someone who makes me feel sooooooo bad.....thanx a lot........

Thursday, March 6, 2008

AdMiTteD....hmmmm





dh lama jgk x msuk umh no 2 aku neh..hehe..dr nor ngn kikin yg anto...TQ mama n kikin....nurse2 kt pjaya ni pn baik n friendly cm kt selayang jgk..ari ke 2 duk sana gerombolan 1 opis dtg..malu aku....k.mai,ziha,umie, faaiza,k.ita, nor, k.manja,syura,is,erin,aibah smua dtg...then pas dorg balik along ngn cacing lak dtg...bwk kn aku puding coklat...emmm fav aku coklat2 nih..sdpppp aku mamam...tp aku ttp bterima kasih cz dorg sudi jenguk aku...klu dak ssorg je le kt sn..skurg ilang gak sdihnye...time kasih kengkawan....luv u all...beluv k.jue pon ade dtg ms first day masuk cz dia practical tuk jd sister kt c2..d blinye aku mmcm..sandwich,rojak,,curry puff,,buah..byk giler x tlarat aku nk mkn ngn wayar bselirat kiri kanan...last nye mlm tu aku jamu slera ngn wardmate aku tihihi...tp pic2 yg d ambil ni smua wktu dh leh blk...ade je wktu in ward tp xleh show cz buruk sgt...nmpk sgt muke sakit...smntara tgu ita dtg amik....smpat jgk snap pic wktu aku ttdo cz ngntuk nunggu....then ktorg iaitu aku,ita,kikin ngnk.ngah g KLCC tgk Dunia Baru The Movie..mmg beshhh..dlm kurg sht tu aku gelak2 x igt dunia..wpn time tu ade mmcm rasa..nk pitam..loya..skit kpala...smua aku tahan demi Dunia Baru...kehkehkeh....

Sweet Memory.....APC 2006







Hehehehe....ni la kenangan paling manis dlm idup spanjang 3 taun aku d gelar pegawai kerajaan...hehehe...x sangka lak leh dpt anugerah tuk 2006...syukur alhamdulillah... mmula trime tu cm x caya je cz aku rasa ade yg lagi bgus dr aku tuk d gelar pekerja cemerlang..mmg mkn ari jgk la nk trime kenyataan...kahkahkah..ntahape je aku nih...tp yg pasti aku hepi...so pe lagi...2 minggu b4 pympaian sijil aku g jalan TAR ngn pa'e bucuk tuk cari kain tuk wat bju baru...survey2 tpandang le kain songket...tp mmg dh lama aku nk cari tp bkn original la..klu original mgada la tuh bkilat2...bkn nk g bsanding huhu...so melaram le ms ari bsejarah tu...mmula segan jgk cz aku je yg pkai songket tp akak2 opis ckp,ala xpe...ko kan dr trg so skurgnye leh promote songket2 tu..kahkahkah....emmmm aritu byk aku dpt ucpn tahniah especially from my bos dr fatanah..dia msg by hp...smpai skrg aku simpan all the wishes...hehhe TQ Dr...Insyaallah aku akan jd lbih bdedikasi..pastu dpt jgk ucpn tahniah from someone special nun di selatan mesia sana tp bkn pwe tau...but he's very special to me cz dia yg wat aku byk brubah kpd pkara kbaikan dn ajar byk bnda baik yg aku xpnh buat slama ni...dia tlalu baik...hehehe TQ awak...luv u...kehkehkeh...

emmm ps anugerah ktorg bgambo sakan laaa pe lagi kan...tp byk lagi pic yg aku xdpt..pic ms trime sijil pn xdpt lagi...ni pn blur je pic nye..emmm nnti aku uploadkan kendian...then dh penat posing aku g lunch ngn pak razak, azmi n zali...this time p.razak treat our lunch cz dia pn dpt anugerah gak...TQ Tok Jak...hehehhe

tuk taun ni aku dpt lagi pencalonan tp rsnye xdpt dh kot...mlampau le tuh klu tiap taun dpt anugerah...menteri pon kalah cmni kahkahkah...anyway...aku suke ngn keje aku skrg...tp klu boleh dan ade rezeki aku nk smbung lagi study...nk jugak jd pegawai atasan yg blh memerintah negara heheehe..doakan kejayaan aku ye kawan2..AMEEN...

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Holiday in KK...
















Actually..ni bkn holiday..sbonar eh aku p kursus kewangan kt KK,sabah...mmg syok gilerr...tp wktu kursus tu blh d kategorikan sbg holiday cz mmg happening sgt..x cm kursus pon kahkahkah..time ni aku je wakil dr KKM..maunye x kcut perut...dh le jauh..plak tu tpt yg aku xbiase pegi..smpai kt airport KK 'ujan' jgk la aku sket hehehe tp kuatkan smgt jek branikan diri...akhirnye smpai jgk ke tpt penginapan aku iaitu shangri-la hotel..tgh bndr upenye..dkt jek ngn pasar filipin tuh...at first aku duk sorg je sbilik tp ade akak tu dr UPM dia tkut duk sorg so dpt la sbilik ngn aku..baik akak ni..pramah orgnye...k.ina namanye....dr UPM..tp dia dtg rramai so syok le sket...smpai kt bilik my bos dr ftnh n k.jue msg kt aku..pe lagi mgusik je le keje dorg...dh tau aku sorg kan..kahkahkah..tp d pesannye jgk suh jg diri pastu bos aku ckp klu ujan bnjir kt luar xpe..tp jgn bnjir kt bilik udah leee...cz dia tau aku nangis ms mule smpai KK...hahahahaha....

ari pertama kt sana aku ngn geng2 k.ina dh p ke pasar filipin tuh...shopping la pe lagi kn...3 ari kt sana 3 ari jgk kitorg g pasr tuh..mmg giler shopping btul..pompuannnnn hmmmmm...byk gak aku bli...tp mahal sket la brg kt sana bbanding kt sarawak....aku bli mutiara tuk mami, ira junior n ira senior dan tuk mcik2 aku yg tsayang cewaahh...tuk abah aku bli teh sabah je..hehhehe..yg llain t-shrit je and 4 someone spesel kt selatan aku blikn dia butang baju...cntekkk...also as his besday present...huhu...

ari ke 3 kt sana aku p snorkeling kt pulau mamutik..pergghhhh mmg besssssssss bangatttt!!!!!!!tu pn tutor yg ajar ktorg suggest..so kelas tuk pg ari ke 3 di ganti kan pd mlm tu cz snorkeling nye psl...mmg sonokkk sgt!!b4 nek boat ke sana kitorng smpat posing kt jeti tu..smpat gak aku bli topi tuk cover face aku..maklum le putri salji...xleh kena panas atas arahan Dr...

PPgi dlm kul 7 ktorg dh gerak dr otel...Otw ke pulau mamutik tu jakun jgk le kt dlm boat..pastu smpat lak brenti kt jeti tuk ambil penumpang..ksian tgk org2 tua nek boat..tp dorg dh biase...aku ni lak cepat je snsitif tgk nenek2...sebak je rs nye...smpai sn pe lagi ktorg cpt2 trjun...aku ni yg xreti berenang pon leh mnyelam tp mmg bes..yg klakonye nk berenang dlm air tp langsung x bgerak wpn dh pkai bju plampung tuh..hahahha...last2 tpaksa la dorng yg pndai brenang tu tarik aku tuk ke tgh....so bpegangan tgn la ktorg dlm air tuh....hahahhaha tp mmg bes sgt...at first tu mmg xpndai bnafas pakai gogles tu...agaknye leh 1 jug aku telan air masin tu...mmg leh dapat drh tinggi staun kahkahkah...tp masyaAllah ciptaan Tuhan mmg cntik sgt pmndgn dlm laut...cntik sgt subhanallah....mmcm ikan lalu dpn mata aku...aku bwk roti bg ikan mkn...nk tgkp cpt2 je dia lari..ade Nemo dan mmcm lg spesies ikan yg bmcm2 kaler mmg cantiikkkkk sgt...

cuaca dh pns pn aku x hiraukan dh cz dh syok berenang...smpai merah abis kulit muka aku...tutor ngn ade bdk dr UPM tu heret aku smpai ke tgh..mmula tkut jgk tp sbb mmg cntik tp tkut jgk cz dh hmpir ke laut dlm then ade jgk ape tah namanye yg bduri2 tu...klu tpijak selamat leeeeee....kecut perut jgk le aku..tp maintain jerk....dlm kul 12 kitorg gerak dr pulau mamutik pegi ke kg air..tgk rakyat kt sn...bbdk kecik yg umo 5 6 taun tu relax je tjun dlm air...malu lak kitorg cz xpndai berenang..tp ksian gak tgk khidupan dorng kt c2..serba kkurangn..so aku bersyukur ngn kehidupan aku skrg ni....

kami rushing jgk la blk ke hotel cz flight aku kul 5pm..nk kejar ms cz dorg yg flight time sm ngn aku tgh tgu kt otel tu...sonok jgk cz ade jgk la yg caring aku kt sana...risau kot aku sorg2 kehkehkeh...b4 blk smpat gak bgambo ngn dorg..tp ade gak pic yg aku lom dpt lg..hmm tu je la pglmn aku kt tpt org..bkn senang nk pegi weiii klu x kerana kursus hehehe...tringin nk pegi lagik...Insyaallah smpai le nnti...

ur atitude number

To find your love attitude number, add your birth month and your birth
date together. Keep reducing it until it's a single digit

Example: August 20
= 8 + 20 = 28

= 2 + 8 = 10

= 1 + 0 = 1

Thus, the love attitude number is = 1

1

You're charming imaginative and independent. Usually your style is ahead of others, you know what's in and what's way out. Sometimes you're a little too aggressive when it comes to pursuing a love interest. You've a way of drawing attention wherever you go and this dramatic flare usually attracts the strongest guys. Your competitive nature either draws or repels guys/gals but those who can't handle your power aren't your type anyway. At times you can b! e possessive, manipulating and demanding with your friends and in love relationships. You like guys/gals with lots of intelligence and knock them dead good looks don't hurt either.


2

Your love nature is sentimental, romantic and kind. Your easygoing, mild manner allows almost everyone to feel very comfortable with you - especially shy guys/gals. Your modesty and tact enable you to get along easily with both sexes. You're a natural peacemaker and can be very persuasive with words, which helps you to gain the respect of your classmates. You can also be too sensitive at times, and your greatest drawback is a lack of confidence to stand up for yourself in conflict. Your favorite type of guy/gal is a gentle, affectionate one who is also strong and playful. A great sense of humor is also a must. A guy/gal who loves to listen to music and dance should rank high on your list of favorites, too.


3

You're imaginative, fun-loving, trill-seeking and expressive. You're so charming that you attract many friends and you're almost never lacking guys/gals. In your earlier years, you maybe totally shy and self-conscious, but you'll lose those qualities in the high-school years. You can be sort of vain or even a bit of a show-off when you get caught up in exciting events in your life, but you usually redeem yourself in some playful way before you lose a friend. Jealousy shows its ugly head sometimes, but generally you aren't affected by it unless your guy tries to provoke it. In the guy department, you refer the athletic or artistic types. You're in absolute heaven when you find both of those qualities in the same guy. When you're looking for love, a guy who can make you laugh scores points, big time!


4

You tend to be loyal, dedicated and good-hearted. You're one of the most diligent students when you really try, and you tend to make your schoolwork a priority. You also express those same qualities in your love relationship. No one is more faithful and trusting than you. In fact, those tendencies can be a little negative in your romantic life. It give you the respect and love you deserve. You can be stubborn and a bit of a troublemaker if the mood strikes you but you can usually dig yourself out of that hole just in time to stay out of major trouble. You usually fall for extremes when choosing a love mate - he/she is good-looking, too, but that's not a major consideration for you (Me!!)

5

Your love attitude is adventurous, charismatic and spontaneous. You're creative and adaptable, and you can come up with the most exciting and sometimes daring things to do. Your quick intelligence and way with words help get you out of the problems that come with being flirtatious and laying hard to get. You need to pay close attention to your personal values because you love to try new and different things and easily go along with the crowd and the consequences can put extra strain on your relationship with a boy/girl. You like guys who have great bodies and good looks, along with exceptional brain and high grades. It helps if they're highly athletic or involved in as many activities as you,otherwise you might get bored! Variety is the key to your love attitude number.


6

You're warm, loving, devoted and affectionate. Your outgoing, thoughtful nature attracts many boyfriends/girlfriends to you, and usually some of the nicest guys too. Because of your need to care, you can end up in a relationship that requires too much care-taking to make it balanced. Since home and family play important roles in your life, you're unlikely to be attracted to guys/gals who your parents wouldn't like. Sometimes you've a slight jealous streak but it doesn't last long. Some people with this love attitude number are prone to making ha! rsh judgments of others, especially when others don't share your set of values. You're especially attracted to the good looking, boy-next-door type who is smart as well as a gentleman.


7

Your love nature is thoughtful, poetic, mystical and mysterious. A few people with love attitude number seven are class clowns, and they usually attract guys/gals who like to be given a hard time. But most of you are the quiet, reserved types who dislike calling attention to yourself. Your type generally attracts guys who feel the same way you do. Your defined, independent and secretive nature is very alluring to certain guys/gays. At times, you can also be somewhat fault-finding and a little demanding in your love relationship and with friends. You're mostly attracted to guys/gals who aren't like all the rest; a loner easily attracts you. And, if he/she reads alot and enjoy learning, he/she is especially perfect for you.


8

Your love attitude is confident, powerful and exciting. This number usually akes for a very conscientious student, someone who puts schoolwork ahead of a social life. However, you also enjoy being a leader among your classmates and will seek offices or other positions that enable you to use your leadership skills. Because of this, you can be somewhat intimidating to certain guys/gals. You can also be a little too intense, bossy and jealous for your own good. Your love match is definitely someone who is smart, handsome/pretty and popular. You like quality over quantity and will usually wait until the guy/gal with the best attributes comes along.


9

You've a sophisticated attitude that's also generous and considerate. Your responsible, charitable nature may find you attracting guys/gals who want someone to confide in or who makes them feel secure. At a very young age, you developed the type of personality that makes others feel safe and protected. You'll carry these qualities into your adult years and, down the road, you'll be a good mom/dad because of them. On the negative side, you can be argumentative and overly emotional, and you usually possess a temper that can make everyone run for cover. You like the kind of guy/gal who is responsible and impeccably dressed and has gorgeous eyes and a great body. Charm, with and brilliance could make him the perfect guy/gal for you.
aaAArrrRRggGGghHHH......feels wanna cry!!!!!DEAR GOD....plzz give me UR Blessing...

JaNGaN BiLaNg TiDaK......

ku pernah punya cinta
namun kini ku sedang suka kamu
cintaku dulu tlah kubuang jauh
kini ku ingin kamu

ku pernah menyendiri
di sini ku akan terasa sepi
walaupun bibir penuh gelak tawa
namun hatiku sepi

jangan bilang tidak
bila kita belum mencoba
siapa yang tahu akan sama
hatimu dan juga hatiku

banyak yang bercinta
bertahun-tahun putus juga
kuharapkan dengan dirimu
walaupun singkat pendekatan
cinta kita kan abadi

ku pernah punya cinta
namun kini ku sedang suka kamu
cintaku dulu tlah kubuang jauh
kini ku ingin kamu

jangan bilang tidak
bila kita belum mencoba
siapa yang tahu akan sama
hatimu dan juga hatiku

banyak yang bercinta
bertahun-tahun putus juga
kuharapkan dengan dirimu
walaupun singkat pendekatan

jangan bilang tidak
waktu dicium aku bingung
namun dada ini bergetar
makanya sungguh aku mohon
jangan bilang tidak


hmmmm...evrything's going as usual...
day by day..time by time..
but no one gets to see the tears i cry....

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Beginning oF MaRcH '08....

Emmm..arini cmbiase je cme im not feeling well coz of cough yg x brenti ms cuti 2 ari...nth nape ttibe je batuk....ribut x...angin x..ujan ye lah..:D tp bkn men ujan pong...hmmmm dh nk jadi nk wat cemane kn...pg td mmg x larat sgt...bfast pon cm nk tmuntah balik jek...sore pn dh ilang ttibe....so jadilah aku seorang mimie yg pendiam arini....hehehe..klu x..tiap masa mesti ade gak aku wat konsert kt meja ni smbil wat keje....hmmmm pg td tgh wat keje aku gagahkan diri jgk btahan cz nk siapkan cepat..mls nk pk dh nnti tp dlm kul 10> aku dh xleh tahan daaaa...tgn pn mgigil je so tdo kt bilik wellness cz mmg x larat sgt...one hour later aku bgn...sgr sket tp still x larat tp tpksa